8:40 PM
maybe my heart died. i dont feel a thing. i dont feel sad, i dont feel happy.
spent the whole day watching vcd and playing o2jam. cant believe i fail trying to wake up. what a joke. =/
i got nothing to blog about lah really.
meet up with yencheng and sylvia in the afternoon to 888 and bought blue colour contect lens. sylvia bought green. then went home. everyone seems to be lying. i dont know why. i dont know anything.
mid year starts on friday and im semi prepared. what the fuck lah everything i do seems to be wrong.
im losing all confidence, all the happiness in me. i cant even feel abit of sadness.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG? ARGHS!!
RAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
;i am
afraid